MM - please come back! I haven't visited for a few days so I have been catching up. I don't know what to say! I've had monsters in my life too and weeks of hiding under the blankets during a breakdown. I found though that once I stopped fighting it, and just let myself crash, the bouncing back was quicker. And you also get to see things with a new set of glasses when you eventually do emerge. It's ok to drop the mask for a while. Thinking of you. L
Oh Madmother, I've just caught up and am screaming for you. DON'T let these awful individuals get to you. Your real friends will know the truth, even if sometimes they appear blinded - because those dipped in vitriol are very clever.
Have you considered seeking some professional help to get through this? I wish I could offer you more than just love, hugs and the hope that you'll come through this soon stronger than before. xxx
I am a Madmother of two wonderful boys, wife to an amazing and tolerant man, daughter to an incredible woman whom we lost Oct 2010.
I have 4 blogs. Meandering is rambling, general, whatever takes my fancy stuff. Woven Words is for my short stories and creative writing, Nimbobulan Dreamings is my kids story. And my latest is Hellion on Wheels: my Roller Derby journey. Feel free to look at or follow all 4 if you wish.
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MM - please come back! I haven't visited for a few days so I have been catching up. I don't know what to say! I've had monsters in my life too and weeks of hiding under the blankets during a breakdown. I found though that once I stopped fighting it, and just let myself crash, the bouncing back was quicker. And you also get to see things with a new set of glasses when you eventually do emerge. It's ok to drop the mask for a while. Thinking of you.
L
Oh Madmother, I've just caught up and am screaming for you. DON'T let these awful individuals get to you. Your real friends will know the truth, even if sometimes they appear blinded - because those dipped in vitriol are very clever.
Have you considered seeking some professional help to get through this? I wish I could offer you more than just love, hugs and the hope that you'll come through this soon stronger than before. xxx
You haven't gone anywhere.
You're still here.
Just let it all go.
Let go.
An angel will be there to catch you.
Have a hug from America.
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